Wish for healing of old wounds

by Nicole
(Barcelona)

When I was very young I fell in love with a beautiful young man. The energy between us was like no other and had the same star lines on our palms. I felt I had come home. I did not know that he used cocaine and he kept it from me. When he was broke and left the country I mourned him for seven years. When I found him seven years later he was drinking and his heart was hard, his words hurt me and I fled from him, shaking, but filled with inner strength and the knowledge that I deserved more. Somehow life had hurt him, and I couldn't save him. I was able to move on then, and seldom thought of him enjoying my prosperous, busy, loving life. Yet I always felt tricked by life, how had I been so wrong about someone I loved so much. How could someone choose darkness and pain over love. Had my love and touch meant nothing to that man. My wish is to heal from any stains of pain and regret that may be left me with.